tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.comments2023-10-16T05:28:05.622-07:00The Daily DosingNHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17466126254034203883noreply@blogger.comBlogger636125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-11874083070897863582022-11-28T15:49:59.518-08:002022-11-28T15:49:59.518-08:00Thankks for thisThankks for thisCustom Sheds Trentonhttps://www.shed-contractors.com/us/shed-builders-new-jersey/custom-sheds-trenton.shtmlnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-37404003730217722002022-06-23T19:21:53.765-07:002022-06-23T19:21:53.765-07:00Thank yoou for being youThank yoou for being youVincent Griffinhttps://www.vincentgriffin.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-79660257660477939982019-02-05T17:28:24.011-08:002019-02-05T17:28:24.011-08:00I hope you are alright.I hope you are alright.Ellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11137788911893376284noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-26090440923115278482018-08-02T23:50:59.572-07:002018-08-02T23:50:59.572-07:00That has to be tough - unstable parents. So far fr...That has to be tough - unstable parents. So far from my experience. Having to grow up fast, some kids having to take the parental role for their own parents!<br /><br />Have you ever seen the new HBO mini series Sharp Objects? The main character's dynamic with her mother is extremely familiar. Although their situation much more extreme. But eye think it's very relatable for a lot of women. An interview with the writer said that she was exploring "the generational violence between women." It's a really good show, intense at times & the way some issues are shown so intimately (vs exploitatively & shock value) makes me wonder if the author has personal experience with them. (Addiction & self injury.) Anyway, check it out if you can!eyelickhttp://eyelick25.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-28908134899507260442017-09-01T19:39:07.800-07:002017-09-01T19:39:07.800-07:00DOES ANYONE KNOW IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE????DOES ANYONE KNOW IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE????Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-37760584634587171842016-11-15T13:29:49.078-08:002016-11-15T13:29:49.078-08:00how are you now?how are you now?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-13603635544907159022016-07-08T08:29:09.889-07:002016-07-08T08:29:09.889-07:00im smn clinic. i know sorry to hear about your los...im smn clinic. i know sorry to hear about your loss.im having alot of problems with this methadone and the dam clinic.they are so rude here in ca.im almost 50 years old and i went through everything your going through. its awful to live like that.i wish you were here in ca so we could talk and hear each others story.i hope you did get out of jail.let me know if you get this.if you ever need to talk im just an email away. my email is nancymosley72@gmail.com.hope things stzart looking up for you.always here if you need a friend<br /><br /> NANCY MOSLEY AKA MACHETESGIRLAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-81169189586080010592015-10-06T13:02:47.952-07:002015-10-06T13:02:47.952-07:00How are you ? Waiting for your return....How are you ? Waiting for your return....Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-71759310654541680692014-12-05T15:21:37.519-08:002014-12-05T15:21:37.519-08:00Nellie, I'm just happy that you are alive and ...Nellie, I'm just happy that you are alive and well! I'm so sorry for you're loss. I've got more to read& pictures to see. I have no. Idea if you are in jail or what. I've been without a computer& have a smartphone and it's smarter than me. Lol. Love you Nellie!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♧♧Maureenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17955053516402646272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-30185903032859357762014-05-20T23:33:38.050-07:002014-05-20T23:33:38.050-07:00You left me with a cliff hanger, I hope to hear mo...You left me with a cliff hanger, I hope to hear more!Lucy Bookithttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08549651401540230391noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-18970899075452385402013-08-31T19:56:40.418-07:002013-08-31T19:56:40.418-07:00Nellie, Like I said, YOU are alive and that is all...Nellie, Like I said, YOU are alive and that is all that even matters&why do you even waste your precious time with these anonymous who call U names&a loser YOU deserve better than that. Write Nellie, as I will be reading! <br />God Bless you<br />Love,<br />MaureenMaureenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17955053516402646272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-44069923438881341562013-08-17T14:26:34.669-07:002013-08-17T14:26:34.669-07:00Nellie; I have gotten soooo many posts saying that...Nellie; I have gotten soooo many posts saying that you were dead! I even emailed you&it came back to me. I asked Anna Grace if she knew anything&she said no. I'm soooooo happy that you are alright. I was sooo worried about you. I had gotten 3 emails telling me, you got out if jail&overdosed the same day.So to of seen this today put a smile on my face. My son bought me this computer phone to use, as it brought our Verizon bill down. It can be used for a hot spot so I can get in line. <br />Have 4 gigabytes til the 7th of each month. <br />Nellie; sweetie; you have made my day. Knowing that you're alive and well that makes me so happy and Nellie! Take care and write; I will read.<br />God Bless you and yours<br />Love,<br />MaureenMaureenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17955053516402646272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-24163650584498679942013-07-27T18:47:25.210-07:002013-07-27T18:47:25.210-07:00Hmm, sounds like alive but not well is a better de...Hmm, sounds like alive but not well is a better description. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-73567827107773207742013-07-21T14:59:07.807-07:002013-07-21T14:59:07.807-07:00I have addiction issues who is also a writer and y...I have addiction issues who is also a writer and you have been most helpful to me. Please continue writing, you have a wonderful gift that should be shared. The more you share, however, the more likely you will encounter the occassional negative commenter. Please don't respond - it only encourages them. Best to totally ignore them, that's what all writers do. Think of them as sub-human, which they are. Glad to see you are well and back writing. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-39657619563715094972013-07-20T21:24:16.720-07:002013-07-20T21:24:16.720-07:00Seriously dude, leave me alone. I don't like y...Seriously dude, leave me alone. I don't like you, you don't like me. Enough is enough. I'm being very polite about this harassment and I would appreciate it if you would just stop badgering me. You don't know me except through minute glimpses of tiny moments I choose to share. You have no right to judge me. Please back off. NHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17466126254034203883noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-77673544208424901882013-07-19T18:51:39.573-07:002013-07-19T18:51:39.573-07:00"I have better things to do with my time then..."I have better things to do with my time then explain myself to a crazy person who doesn't know me."<br /><br />And what are those better things? Getting high, stealing, dodging probation, going from one guy to the next because you can't be alone, or just generally wasting your life and being a drain on society?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-45362213315818279922013-07-19T06:57:22.770-07:002013-07-19T06:57:22.770-07:00Look Guy, I really don't understand why you fe...Look Guy, I really don't understand why you feel a need to spend your time seeking out blogs that you disagree with just to post nasty comments to their authors. There are so many people in this world and so many choices when it comes to how we decide to live our lives, it's inevitable that there will be disagreements over the best ways to live and the best choices to make. I don't expect everyone to understand why I have made the choices I have made. Clearly the route I have taken in life is not one that is conventional, to say the least. But there are many people out there who do share much of my history and can relate to many of the issues I deal with. That is why I began my blog, to share life's questions, the joys and the struggles with others who have had similar experiences. There are a lot of parents of children struggling with drug addiction who appreciate gaining some perspective on what their children are thinking or struggling with. There are many other addicts who gain comfort from knowing that they are not the only ones. And I myself have found comfort in the words of recovering addicts in regards to my own struggles. I'm just not really sure what you're aiming to accomplish. Do you believe that your hatefulness is going to change anything? Do you think that going around making mean comments without the guts to even identify yourself is going to make all the addicts suddenly stop being addicts or at least stop writing about it? Maybe if you were constructive about it some people would consider your point of view. But as it is you come across as irrational and obsessive which only serves to further alienate people. I can't stop you from carrying out this bizarre personal crusade you've got going on. But I can request that you leave me out of it. You are free to have your beliefs, as am I, and clearly we will never come to a common understanding. We will have to agree to disagree and leave each other to pursue what they will in their own lives. I have better things to do with my time then explain myself to a crazy person who doesn't know me. Maybe you need to find a better hobby than this following of bloggers who clearly disgust you with the sole aim of spreading hatefulness. You seem in such a rush to get to the next person you want to insult that you couldn't even take a minute to proofread your comment. In that case, you really don't need me, you must have plenty of other options for people to attack. So do me a favor and take me off your hate list so you can focus your energy on writing grammatically correct and properly spelled hateful comments to someone else. So have a nice life bro, just leave me out of it please.NHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17466126254034203883noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-67847542593593900642013-07-18T18:54:36.656-07:002013-07-18T18:54:36.656-07:00You consider living with your junkie boyfriend in ...You consider living with your junkie boyfriend in mommy's basement, being on probation, sneaking around getting high between drug tests, and "only" stealing when you need things to be "doing better than ever"? I'd hate to see how things before. And of course your lack of ability to get your life together is ecause of the terrible, hateful world we all live in. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-89575221982636492762013-07-05T17:52:47.833-07:002013-07-05T17:52:47.833-07:00You know I had only read Nellies' blog a handf...You know I had only read Nellies' blog a handful of times. As those whom have read the blog I kept from 2008-early to early 2012. I had never read her bio on blogspot.com. <br /><br />I sure wish I had took time to zoom out from the insane close up I have on myself. So close it was/is as though I couldn't/can't see beyond myself. The only perspective I was seeing others at was how their life, thought, ideas, affected my life. <br />If I had just taken a second to read her bio, as far as favorite movies & books, etc.. I would have found a kindred spirit. Someone to help me kill my time, cause I'll never be fine. We could have talked till the clock circled all the way. <br />It seems as though the best bloggers not just the best �� bloggers, but the best in all categories and subjects simply vanish. Noah Tosstino hasn't been herd from in almost 2 years, now Nellie a year gone without a word. I haven't done any kind of search for Noah, but I keep meaning to. I have a photo to do a reverse photo Google search, plus he provided enough info that searching obits & missing persons in both Oklahoma City, OK and Denver Colorado were he was when he last posted. <br />Has anyone done any leg work aside from anonymous that states she has died from Overdose. I'm not saying anonymous is lying, but people will hold out hope if there hasn't been confirmation of death. <br />She could have gotten clean and finds reading comments and her past posts a trigger. <br /><br />I haven't seen anyone on any of my Facebook & Google+ friends who have the movie I Heart Huckabee's (Fuckabee's) man I heart that movie. Rock, you rock. Anna Karenina are our favorite books, etc..! I hope Nellie is alive and well. If not, may she know peace of some kind.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-51090571802551856512013-07-05T16:30:51.075-07:002013-07-05T16:30:51.075-07:00This comment has been removed by the author.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-30403341361481089042013-07-02T18:26:36.181-07:002013-07-02T18:26:36.181-07:00"Like I said, she was murdered. The worst par..."Like I said, she was murdered. The worst part is that the "good guys" did it. Rest in peace, drug war victim."<br /><br />That's totally ridiculous. Nellie is not a "victim." She victimized other people--the people she stole from, the family she hurt, etc. Unless someone shot her up against her will she is responsible for her death.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-69452537447923480622013-06-14T08:43:27.803-07:002013-06-14T08:43:27.803-07:00According to the comment posted by "Anonymous...According to the comment posted by "Anonymous" you, Nellie, died of an overdose early this year (2013). If that's true I am so sorry. You were truly a gifted writer. So many people try their hand at writing first-person accounts of addiction but very few are able to do it well. You were one of the few. In my opinion, your blog was one of the best. The amount of insight, honesty...the quality of the writing was outstanding. You once wrote that your least favorite word in the English language was the word<br />"potential," as wasted potential. Sadly that is the word that now haunts my mind as I consider the tragedy of your life cut short. The criminal justice system is responsible for your death. Addiction did not kill you. The cops and judges and politicians killed you. They still believe in the so-called war on drugs. The still believe in Prohibition. In their world drug addicts are on the side of the "bad guys." Here's what they fail to get: When you make it a crime to use certain drugs you instantly make millions of young people into criminals. The one's who are caught go to jail. That's what happened to Nellie. As a heroin addict she eventually found herself behind bars for a couple of months where her body withdrew from the drug and her ability to tolerate opiates was reset to that of a non-user. Like countless other of our daughters and sons, sisters and brothers, upon release, shame and emotional pain lead Nellie back to her daily dose. Her mind was still addicted but her body wasn't. Like I said, she was murdered. The worst part is that the "good guys" did it. Rest in peace, drug war victim.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09508018471412893167noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-83672493668786704012013-04-10T19:25:30.550-07:002013-04-10T19:25:30.550-07:00It's been confirmed. Nellie was in jail, got ...It's been confirmed. Nellie was in jail, got out after 2 months and died less than 24 hours later. At least she won't be a drain on the rest of us anymore. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-64799559651292785812013-03-22T12:39:33.084-07:002013-03-22T12:39:33.084-07:00Nellie, are you ok? Someone said that you oded, I ...Nellie, are you ok? Someone said that you oded, I will email you.<br />Blessings,<br />MaureenMaureenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17955053516402646272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266670669659028301.post-17163038129153162302013-03-22T12:37:56.523-07:002013-03-22T12:37:56.523-07:00Nellie, are you ok? Someone said that you oded, I ...Nellie, are you ok? Someone said that you oded, I will email you.<br />Blessings,<br />MaureenMaureenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17955053516402646272noreply@blogger.com