Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I had to take down the pic of me and Mikey. He annoys me so much that I can't stand to have something I enjoy tainted by his face everytime I log on. I like to blog, it helps me chill. Helps me chill from being so annoyed by him. So why would I want to see his stupid face the few times he's not around me? Don't know what I was thinking. I'll post a new pic of me w/out him. I wish I could remove him from my life as easily as I removed the pic. That would be so fuckin sweet. Tap the mouse three times. Poof! He's Gone. Clean, quiet house with no bitchin' and I can have anyone I want over and then make them leave when I've had enough. Perfect.
It's gotten to the point that there's not a single day we don't end up at each other's throat. I know I'm probably no peach to live with but it's really because of him. I swear. He's been an ass since the day we met. I should have known better from the way he treated his last gf. When we met at least he swung mad buds and had loot. Now he's just a working stiff and has, like, no money and his only redeeming quality is that he always has buds for me to smoke. But really they're my buds too. I risk my ass just as much as he does, so whatever. If I didn't have to pay for my frickin M-done, I'd be able to afford my own place right now. I'm gonna start looking for a roommate.

3 comments:

Gledwood said...

PAYING for methadone really SUCKS as you'd say Stateside... hey I can't remember what he looks like so the image is gone from MY memory banks. Blogs, yeah... we all need a place to feel safe and it's great to find one (or make one) ...
;->...

Jeannie said...

Might be a plan. Staying with someone you can't stand can't be good.

Nellie said...

Thanks for the comments Jeannie and Gled. Always appreciated. You're right Gled, Paying for M-done does SUCK. But I just dropped to 20 mg, almosy done!!!YAY! Well, if I make it all the way this time. I wish someone had been really honest about how addictive M-done is. It's so much harder to kick than dope. Physically I mean, mentally it's pretty much the same.

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